who even reads this?

its not like im complaining that no one does. But if you do, i think less of you. My life isnt all that enjoyable. and this weekend into next week may actually be the best in nearly five years. and i find that very sad. five years. ive been waiting for something more exciting. do i have to come back? frankly, im not sure i want too. sorry folks, but theres always something better at the other end of the rainbow! this trip may be my rainbow..... or at least the start of the yellow brick road.