Adult, baby zebra escape exhibit at Boston zoo

Adult, baby zebra escape exhibit at Boston zoo

at times you cant help but wonder

Will there be a nice person who wants to shower a kitten with love?

momma kitty loving the window seal even more now that its cooling off quickly outside. I hate Ohio weather!!

although she does look so precious

baby girl kitty. I've decided not to name them in case they do go to new homes.

 and shes a beauty! still so tiny but smelling cleaner, yay!

 i love to watch them wiggle across the floor. because we have a rough carpet i generally lay down soft towels or blankets before bringing them out for those 10-15 minutes till mommas ready for them again

and the precious Sylvester look a like, once again. i don't know how many syllies i can handle.... lol

photo update!! :)

a few more photos of the baby kittens.... as soon as i photograph them im so anxious to post photos. today is 'big step' day. trying to keep them out from under the dresser for a full hour. lets see how spots does first, and if she can handle another trip to grandmas tomorrow?!

a few days ago

well last week i suffered from my first seizure. it was not fun, the week after was not fun and i still have a bruise on my arm. stupid people shouldnt be riding around in ambulances with an EMT patch sewn on their arm. yeah i know he was doing his job but your not suppose to bruise me! oh well........ pictures are prettier lol.

                                          cats head in my purse is usually something i like to avoid.

                                          sylvester resting in my arms.... hes such a sweetie :)

                                                              updated photo, bruise free lol

                         sylvester perched in front of the closet. its like he was guarding something lol

                                   boys sleeping on top of each other.... i think its to keep warm

                                                              they are such cuties!!

                                 well you know how it goes. theres always something in my head

                                                                  the beautiful babies!!!

 totally out of focus and upside down but i got the baby out from under the dresser. i found that cool!

                                                                                boys :)

theres a time for new things all the time.... last night was teaching emily to love whiskey again lol

now all i want to do is fly away from november, try to enjoy yet another lame ass birthday and wait for christmas to tear me down. lol :)

seizures and the happiness behind them

yeah i know that may sound funny, but my brain is acting differently. i was not aware id notice the weird brain activity, but my anger is disappearing. that i dont like. that gave me ample reason to hate all those heartless bitches. my anger made part of me whole. and now im noticing it going away after the seizure. is that fair?! i dont think so. im still trying to figure out what caused it, but the after effects i could have gone without. the pain from the IV and that stupid EMT, the brain reconfiguration (the only way i know how to put it) uh! i dont know. im afraid now that a day will soon come where im ready to forgive but this year was suppose to be about forgetting them, all of them. dusting them into my past, things i can no longer remember. i dont think that's happening though. god what are you going to do!?!?!?!?!?! i just wish i knew why. is it the PTSD giving me up, or the drug and alcohol abuse ive suffered myself through the last eight years. i just want to know. what brings these on? i know they say its just abnormal brain activity, but i think with all the medical advances they've made over the last twenty years even, they would have found deeper meaning behind the human brain and the way it acts or reacts. see there's another one, was this a simple misfired reaction from the kitties being born? that would be funny and strange and sad all at the same time.