blossoms

nothing comes free in this world. not pain, agony or even sacrifice. ive lost most given up on the rest, and still wonder what tomorrow holds. there is something that makes people strive for tomorrow. i have no desire, no want or need. i simply wonder. will you be here with me. will there be strangers among us. will it all be worth what was lost. i doubt that. i dont believe in that anymore. ive lost my way and intend to stay. im happier lost. im content being lost. im okay. stop wishing for my return. youll be long dead, if not by my hand, than another. ill stain your grave with blood before giving in to your nonsense. ill be estatic with that news. ill run to your home and throw bricks at your door. but youll never have me. youll never see me. for in the end, you truly dont want to accept.

our dear tomato plant.... still waiting for delicious somethings 

at least this week they got all the extra water from the rain fall

belated update!

pretty kitty

sleepy kitty

kitties about to fight over ronny

kitties fighting over ronny lol

July 2011

rundown tree house

beautiful fire. went to nicks on the fourth for some fun!

pretty glass bowl

July 2011

nothing better than starting the summer off with an extreme heat wave that has me wanting to drown myself.

nothing new

have been lazy with the camera lately. not having much interest in the kitties either. its just been a down couple weeks with everything thats been coming up. the holiday is right around the corner, Kev and his work situation. I really do hope Tony has something to offer even if its the bakery or finally ditching Drew, that shitface! ah he annoys me. but hopefully things will turn around soon i mean really soon. come on, somebody call me back! LOL