i miss my alcohol

i dont think thats a bad thing. bottom line i love to drink. its fun and amusing and very opening. my soul feels more free when drunk than ever before. i find that to be a great thing!!! i dont care who disagrees with me. in my eyes, they are wrong. hahahaha sorry i cant help it. i also want more rum right now. :)   <3

Rule of Rose- Into Pieces

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this is insane! oh, happy new year

OK seriously. HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! its officially 2012. only like eleven months and 19 days till the end of the world. i think NASA has debunked that one. lol. so i was just reading an article on CNN that was discussing the new laws going into effect this year all around the country. there's one in California that will now prohibit the sale of live animals at carnivals and fairs. do you realize what that means?! bye bye goldfish..... poor goldfish with no where to go. and now you cant even win one at the fair. i think that's stupid. and now ive lost my thoughts. see ya!

chistmas needs to hurry

last Sunday we went to Kevin's uncle toms home for the first family Christmas exchange since most will be out of town this Sunday. they're being weird and going to the beach for Christmas, in north Carolina. i always thought that area was cold and snowy this time of year. i dont know. i ended up with more bath stuff from bath and body works. fun fun. it wasn't all fun though cause i was a little sick. my ear has been in a lot of pain recently. this Sunday Kevin's parents are holding another celebration, i think its more for jakes sake than anybody cause we could have taken care of all this by now. but hey, they're not my family. just a bunch of strange people related to Kevin.

today i made pizza!! it was delicious. beef and bacon and oh so yummy. one of these days however im gonna have to remember to photograph the entire process. that would be a fun photo-story. :)

here one moment, looking very delicious

gone the next, having tasted very delicious! :)