dieting and the hells involved

hahahaha yeah so i started a diet plan. not going about this too heavy though. losing the weight isnt the initial goal, learning to live a healthier life is. and so i've deemed Sunday a free day, i.e. i can enjoy a bowl of rice without reporting it. YES! see.... Sunday free day! but now its time to rest up for tomorrows twenty minutes of jumping jacks... :)

letting my mind loose for a moment

 the sleepy kitty always taking over furniture meant for humans. lol. they are so special though. anyone looking for a christmas present please call me..... i have a pregnant lady here!!

 Welcome to Hell. Ten years, no answers, and theyre both still breathing! Life sucks. September 2011

and the most delicious breakfast ive made in a long while. now all i have to do is keep up with the plan and all clothes will fit by February. YAY!

psalm 46

God is our refuge and strength,
a very present help in trouble.

Therefore, we will not fear,
even though the earth be removed,
and though the mountains be carried
into the midst of the sea.
Though its waters roar and be troubled,
though the mountains shake
with its swelling,
there's a river
whose streams shall make glad
the City of God,
the holy place of the Tabernacle
of the Most High.
God is in the midst of her.
She shall not be moved.
God shall help her
just at the break of dawn.
The nations raged,
the kingdoms were moved.
He uttered his voice.
The earth melted.
The Lord of Hosts is with us.
The God of Jacob is our refuge.
Come behold the works of the Lord
who has made desolations in the Earth.
He makes wars cease
to the ends of the Earth.
He breaks the bough
and cuts the spear in two.
He burns the chariot in fire.
Be still and know that I am God.
I will be exalted among the nations.
I will be exalted in the Earths.
The Lord of Hosts is with us.
The God of Jacob is our refuge.

World Finds Unique Ways To Mark 9/11 - News Story - WHIO Dayton

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today was the day

well at least im pretty sure it was somebody's birthday and yet i still cant remember. im not sure what to type this evening. my brain is moving faster than i can keep up with. my whole body hurts. i cant wait till next week when the body plain wont be so unbearable!! that might make things better. im not going anywhere in life. im not doing anything with anybody. im wasting away and for the first time it feels good. im comfortable. Kevin loves me and i think that's enough. i cant seem to find whats not there so... who knows! right... lol