Welcome to a place I refer to as home

Its comfy and cozy and usually only bears room for one

Friday, July 27, 2012

oh thats right

you could totally be my God. how weird. I was just thinking about the perfect guy. now mine doesn't exist. believe me, if that character line out was true, every woman would be able to find perfect in farm country. oh, but that boy is handsome!!! find him for me. that guy who would put his life on the line if he was caught lying to me. the guy that will love me for me in spite of everything that comes with me. hell know its okay to say no. hell so no more often than yes. he hates my cereal. i love his eggs and bacon platter. we drink silly every Friday to the band, the music that makes my heart sing. the music that makes me want to live! find him, and you're my GOD!

Thursday, July 12, 2012

oh yeah, happy day

while i sit here thinking of things im not suppose to be thinking, i wonder why the hell i ever fall back on family. should have just stayed where i was. who cares how unhappy you are after looking for answers, you deal with it. id be ten times better off than i am now. and im extremely unhappy.