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Its comfy and cozy and usually only bears room for one

Thursday, May 15, 2014

That's a new one

Manic Depressive

Not even the therapist/psychologist used that terminology.
Should I feel offended? Do I react in anger and/or disgust?
This is a new one.

Sure, I might have been acting off base, but I was in no way seeming nuts. I had a bad moment with my brain early in the day that would not give way to anything but anger. Did you really want to follow what road, out of pure stupidity?

Sunday, May 11, 2014

Mom, Mommy, Mother, a.k.a. Mooma

I cant believe my brain recalls that last one. It almost makes me cry. Oh wait, tears have already been spilled. Today is one of those days Id rather close the door on, but I cant because of all the people in my life who still have mommys that care. Then I remember, Im not the reason this days sucks! Its not my fault, Its not James, Josephines, or Bobbys fault. Its Kates (maybe even Richards). But us kids, we did nothing wrong. We did nothing to drive a wedge in our lives.

So to all those Mommys who care. To all those Mommys who stuck around through the hard, who cared through the evil, who stayed with open arms, and a loving heart. to all those Mommys who made the teenage years livable, who loved unconditionally (without expectation), to all those Mommys who knew no matter the consequences, these kids are my responsibility. To all the Mommys who matter, HAPPY MOTHERS DAY. Youve earned it.


---My Mommy, you can turn your back all you want, God is watching. Science makes sense, but GOD IS WATCHING.
And yes, Im still angry. You cant abandon your kids (even with their evil father) and expect all to be good. Time does not make this feeling go away, time does not makes these memories fade. Time does not heal all.

Saturday, May 3, 2014

there is this CNN article that has me befuddled

Hispanic or Latino?

Honestly, I grew up a Mexican-American, born in the South (Mississippi), raised in the Ohio Valley.

And I liked that simple statement, no matter how long it was.


But Now?

What am I to think?

Am I more Latino than Hispanic, or more Mexican than American? Alright, that second one is laughable, given the snort. LOL.

I dont know where to identify. Or how.

For now. Im An American, born with mixed blood, under an American Flag.

That's good enough for me.

Lets Smile, Memorial Day is right around the corner.

Friday, May 2, 2014

May

May I please get the truth.
May I please not be lied to.
May I please think my way, not yours.
May I speak my mind freely, without question.

If not, then youre not wanted around here.

Lets go summer 2014