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Thursday, August 14, 2014

Wondering is What We Do

I told you once that everything would be okay.
Like you told me, years earlier.

We Both Lied.

And now, sitting here this August evening, I wonder.
I wonder how I came about?
I wonder what were you drinking?!
I wonder what either of you saw in each other, 'cause all I ever found was nastiness.
I wonder how much of that was given to your children, stupid blood.
I wonder if you still lie to your children.
I wonder what would possibly stop you??

It's not like love and respect ever got in the way.

I wonder what you think when you think of Heaven.
I wonder if you know your place in History.

Cause I can say with simplicity, it aint pretty.

Ya'll lyin', stealing, chicken shits of a person.

How do you do this?
Nearly Thirteen Years later! Did you know that?! I was thirteen when you walked away. I was thirteen watching you turn at the light. I was thirteen coming home that evening to a dark house with them, not knowing. Thirteen Years! I guess thats all it takes with you. Lets throw in the towel now, before we get too invested/interested. Why waste more time? You're terrible.

It might be time to go to a place where I belong. You never should have left home. You despicable eww, (you don't deserve the title).