something about running

the best part about running is you dont have to plan your path, just keep moving forward. and aint that the god honest truth. the only truth you cant run from. life is full of pain and misery. the key is to balance all that misery with the happiness and fulfillment life has to give you. i hate a lot of people for many reasons, some of which evade even me. but for those who deserve it, there's no going back. they deserve to feel what they forced others to feel simply so they could get by. and they dont deserve to get away with that. Richard is one of those. even after my mother left, abandoned her kids, it was him who didnt step up. he neglected us for years. he said with a cold shoulder 'fuck you!'. him and his whore his fat whore at that! dumb bitch. all he had to do was let us know, let me know that he was indirectly trying his best. only i know it wasn't his best. he was a marine for twenty one years. how is neglecting his kids simply cause his wife left them in the dark trying his best? its not, its not in any way his best. hes a jackass, and nothing more. hes deserves only pain and anguish for what he caused. when his day comes to leave this earth and what it has to offer will be my happiest. i will be overjoyed knowing hes gone for good and cant neglect any other lost soul given life by one of his whores. happy birthday you dumb pathetic piece of pond scum! i hope its you last!!