poo on you for that remark

i know i can be an angry, indecisive, not nice person. heres a thought, if you cant live with that, leave ya bitch!  dont care what people think 90% of the time, and when i do care i tend not to listen. but hey. what are you gonna do to a girl stuck ten years in the past not wanting to find answers anymore?? i drink, and i love drinking and i wont stop drinking. see i dont want kids. i haven't wanted kids since big brothers three babies came to live with us when i was like ten. you try raising a baby girl that's not yours at age ten cause mommy's at work, daddy's at school and the babies parents are so far up their own butts they lost the kids to begin with. i dont want kids. i will do everything i can think of to my body to prevent kids. id rather smoke silly and drink dill death than have kids. now if hell just understand maybe life can move forward one more time.... LOL