oh dear lord

oh my!! like no way@! i cant believe this!!!!! im so menstrual and pissed, well floating through the entire range of human emotion these last few days, i dont like it!!!! its time to shut the brain down for good. now how do i do that>!>!>!>>! im serious. im so sick of my brain, id rather be dead at this point than listen to what its thinking! i hate my brain. and this month only makes everything worse... god i hate this!!! i hate this!! i hate this!!!!!