our government currently sucks butt!

look at them! another shutdown looming over our heads because congress cant get along with a man the nation elected. they cant sit for ten minutes without yelling or spreading scandals from twenty some years ago. omg! today ive been reapplying to just about everywhere i can think of and wouldnt you know, most are telling me i cant for another three months. that will be February. i cant live off nothing till then. we have barely enough money for rent, gas, phone (used literally it seems only for emergencies or calling his parents). now we cant afford groceries. even the farmers market in these areas are so outrageously priced in my opinion. krogers should always be more expensive then the guys selling out of the back of their trucks. not this year it seems. and now that its getting cold, ive no choice but krogers. to make it seem like im getting more for the dollar ive decided to make treats and hopefully bread from scratch. it appears to cost less. now all i have to do is learn to make pasta from scratch. then well only need the grocery store for meat and dairy products. i can live with that!! i think... in the end all i really want is for people to forget and then we can disappear from this horrid place.